overflow...

I am falling...

I lit them for all of us...

I lit a candle outside. I lit a candle near Zoe's picture. I lit a candle by us on Zoe's memory chest. I lit them for Zoe and for all of your sweet babies too.
 I hate the circumstances that brought us together, but I'm so glad to have some of you (you know who you are) on this crazy ride with me.....xo

*sigh

Daughter off to visit dead sister. Mom stays home cause she hates to go. She hates to go, cause she feels unworthy. She feels unworthy because somewhere inside her, she still believes she killed her...