Jan 21, 2009

Playing catch up...

I know, it's been awhile. I've been finding different blogs to follow, and taking care of my little household. I picked up L.O. from school today, and guess what? She had a happy note sent home. We've had a few sad notes,but it looks like she's doing much better. She did her homework in the car (most of it was read-aloud) and has freed up a few minutes for me to work on my blog(YAY!)
Mainly, I wanted to tell you guys about my boyfriend. We've known each other for years (our parents went to highschool together)and he has always been a kind sweet guy. He loves L.O. and my Zoe. He doesn't even care when I show him videos and pictures of other babies from other babylost moms. He tells me how sorry he his, that I lost my little girl. Basically, he's very understanding of this journey that I'm on, and helps me any way that he can. I foolishly broke up with him before Christmas, but we were reconciled before the new year. Don't tell anyone (shh!) but Ibelievethat an engagement is not far away (maybe Valentines?). I really have felt God telling me, that this is who He had chosen all along, but I went astray(we dated when I was 16/17). I KNOW that I could be faithful, and allow him to be the spiritual leader of my household. I can surrender my need to always control things. He is a Godly man and a hardworker, and honestly, when I think of my life ahead, I just know he'll be in it. If I ever decide to have another child, it would be with this man. I'm still praying, and searching my heart. I'll keep you posted. I'll put up a pic, once I think of a cute nick-name for him =)
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