May 10, 2009

I didn't lie...

In a comment to Mel where I said I wasn't sad. I wasn't. Then I broke down in front of my family at my grandmother's church, and during church, and ummm, driving home after. My dad turned to my mom and said,"She's sad about Zoe." It felt good to hear her name in public but I was praying for the tears to stop as I was embarrasssed.
I have thirty minutes until noon. Thirty minutes to try and re-do this mood I'm in. I didn't want to have a sad day.
We don't always get what we want, but there's no harm in trying...
Happy Mother's day to all of you. I love you guys.

8 comments:

Lea said...

Love you too Linds.

xo

Monique said...

((Hugs))

Jennifer Ross said...

Pieces of my day were emotional as well. Hope you have a good rest of your day. Happy Mother's Day.

Natalie said...

Thinking of you with so much love.
Peace to you sweet Lindsay.
(((hugs)))

caitsmom said...

Sending lots of love to you, as well. Peace.

mel said...

Thank you for your comment Linds. Let the tears flow.....they are there for comfort and healing. Let the smiles abound too....you deserve them! Thinking of you, Mel xx

Ruth said...

Crying is GOOD and healing and refreshing. I almost wish that I had cried today but for some reason I didn't. . .Just wondering how you are and praying for you. Wanted to send my love and encouragment your way and hope that you get inspired to keep painting.

Larns said...

Hey!
Dont be embarrased love...I bet you felt SOOOO much better afterwards-maybe a little refreshed? Dont hide your feelings...
Sending you lots of love and cuddles!
Love Larns
Xxx