Nov 19, 2009

16 wks and more time alone..

Today I am 16 wks 1 day. I went to the doctor this morning with Kenny. Everything seemed fine. They did that blood test to check for genetic markers for Downs and something else. I just wanted out of there. I don't know why I hate going to the doctor so much.
On the way home, Kenny says,"They want me to come back for strike." Which in English means that one of his bosses, who just sent him back home, called him and asked him to come back and finish tearing down the set. He'll be here for Thanksgiving. The Christmas shopping is now officially my duty.
I just caught a break. I don't want to be pregnant alone. I will be strong though. I once put together Christmas singlehandedly, three months after burying my daughter. I can do this.
I don't wanna...


Lea said...

I don't want you to have to do it yourself either.... but, you're right, you can do it and you can do it gracefully.

margaret said...

Oh Linds, that sucks. However, you do get the pleasure of having everything your way when you do it yourself. That in itself is something to embrace!!! Hope the time flies fast for you so that Kenny is home again before you know it. Hugging you