Sep 29, 2009

This video was taken on my birthday I believe. I'll warn you, there are N.I.C.U. alarms and lots of tubes and tape. I could only whisper, and it was a bit awkward to have so many people in the room staring at you while you hold your baby for one of the few times you'll ever have a chance. At one point my mom (who is taking the video) tells me to smile and I assume she's taking a picture so I smile big and stupid for the video. Anyway, these few bits of video that I own make her feel more real to me. Perhaps they will do the same for you as well. Here is my Zoe. I miss her so much.






11 comments:

Snarky Belle said...

Thank you for sharing this. Such a beautiful baby girl, just like her mother. Lindsay, do you even know how truly lovely you are?

Happy Birthday sweet Zoe. Thinking of you with love.

angie said...

She is just so beautiful, Lindsay, and so are you. Made me cry deeply for you. Missing sweet Zoe-Beth with you.

-clevergirl said...

She is so gorgeous, thank you so much for sharing these videos of her with us. She looks so peaceful and happy in your arms. I am so sorry she is not with you. **HUG**

Mary said...

She is just so precious. It made me want to hold her too.

Strength my sweet Lindsay to you on this day.

Catherine W said...

Your little Zoe-Beth is so beautiful Lindsay. She looks so peaceful having a snuggle with you. What a lovely mama and baby.

Love and peace to you xo

margaret said...

Lindsay you are both just so beautiful. I could absolutely feel your love for her in these videos, you positively ooze love. Zoe Beth looks indeed comfy snuggled in her mama's arms...Oh, Lindsay. Life can be so unfair. I'm so sorry she's not celebrating her birthday with you here on earth. Hugging you

Lea said...

I am so glad that you have these videos with your Angel girl. She looks so peaceful and comfortable. She is stunning, Linds, really, just gorgeous.

Thank you for sharing such precious and private moments with us.

Love and light to you.

Julie said...

Happy Birthday Zoe. Thanks for letting us see her video.

Jennifer Ross said...

Thank you for sharing those videos with us. They aren't easy to watch. I wish I had video of Isaiah.

Penny said...

She's beautiful, Lindsay! Wish she were here for your sake.

Tina said...

She is so beautiful Lindsay. Thank you for sharing her with us. xx